Our Greatest Fear

“Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate, but that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us. We ask ourselves, ‘Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, handsome, talented and fabulous?’ Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God within us. It is not just in some; it is in everyone. And, as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”

-Nelson Mandela, 1994 Inaugural Speech

My best friend and I went out tonight and we saw the movie Akeelah and the Bee. I enjoyed the movie very much because I am a sucker for inspirational films that encourage individuals to believe that anything is possible. There is something special about watching someone overcome obstacles and challenges presented before them with courage and with love. L-O-V-E.

The quote above struck a cord with me. I do believe it to be truthful, at least, in regards to how I have felt. For me, it has always been easier to claim inadequacy, than to claim the gifts God has given me. I have said to myself one too many times, "Who am I to believe in me, as it only makes me arrogant". What I have come to realize is my own arrogance for thinking that way. I have been fearful of what others may think of me if they see confidence in me. I believe I am also fearful of claiming my “light” because if I do and I fail or it does not turn out the way I envisioned, I will be less, when in fact I will be more for having had that experience. I realize if I do slip into the darkness or complacency, I am not doing as I am called to do – to serve my Lord and to serve others. By slipping or accepting defeat before even trying, I am automatically missing out on beautiful blessings. God has taught me so many times that He is faithful and trustworthy. He has taught me that although I may fall, there is a reason and He will pick me up again and I will learn something from that experience. I have learned that if I try, it could encourage others to try. Who am I to try to pick and chose my battles and experiences? God is in control, and He will make the situation what it ought to be. I am a child of God and I have to be aware of my light to truly live and be effective for Him. YOU are a child of God and YOU need to be aware of YOUR light to truly live and be effective for Him.

"'You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden. Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven.'"

-Matthew 5:14-16